caligulasAquarium: dont let the otters hear you say that but im pretty shore they wwont believve you anywway
Feferi Peixes: W)(y s)(ould I care w)(at t)(e otters t)(ink? I'm s)(ore t)(ey all t)(ink I'm crazy regardless.
caligulasAquarium: ya i wwould imagine the otter fuckin high bloods think your fuckin insane
Feferi Peixes: Apparently no otter )(ig)(blood )(as taken an interest in kelping otters, be it fis)( or trolls of various blood colors, or in trying to unify our species. T)(ey t)(ink it's s)(ellfis)( of me to waste my time on suc)( idiotic wiggler ideas.
caligulasAquarium: sounds like your rantin about me to me ahahah but a fuckin course wwe think your idea is stupid cuz it kinda is but wwhatevver wwe can all dream i fuckin guess
Feferi Peixes: Actually... T)(e only being w)(o )(asn't said my idea was ridiculous was my lusus... So long as s)(e could get fed, s)(e was )(appy wit)( my plan.
caligulasAquarium: its ok fef cuz to be honest evveryone thought my idea wwas ridiculous too
Feferi Peixes: W)(ic)( one of your ideas was t)(at?
caligulasAquarium: my massivve plans for fuckin genocide a course
Feferi Peixes: O)(. I guess t)(ey don't want everyone to get along and be )(appy but t)(ey also don't want everyone to be culled wit)( t)(e exception of otter sea dwellers..
caligulasAquarium: they just wwant their pointless fuckin livves to stay the fuckin same
Feferi Peixes: Glub glub giggles.
Ya know, I t)(ink it's t)(em t)(at's entirely s)(ellfis)(, not eit)(er one of us.
caligulasAquarium: i think your right they dont wwant any kind a change an all wwe wwanted wwas some fuckin revvolution or change a fuckin scenery
caligulasAquarium: wwere a bit of fuckin polar opposites fef but wwhen you strip it dowwn to just the fuckin basics wwe havve the same goals
caligulasAquarium: wwe just wwanted reform
Feferi Peixes: U)()(u)(! But t)(at's w)(y we always made suc)( a good team! We kelped balance eac)( otter and w)(en we work toget)(er towards one common goal, we become almost unstoppable!
caligulasAquarium: you think wwe make a good team
Feferi Peixes: Of course we do, silly! 38D
Feferi Peixes: We wouldn't )(ave made it as far as we )(ave if we weren't suc)( a good team!
caligulasAquarium: wwhale im glad you fuckin think so i had my doubts that you actually had any fuckin hope in me at all
Feferi Peixes: Of course I )(ave )(ope in you! I've always )(ad )(ope in you, --Eridan.
Feferi Peixes: *casual kiss on t)(e c)(eek*
caligulasAquarium: thanks fef*solemn smile*
Feferi Peixes: You're welcome, silly. 38)
caligulasAquarium: wwhat noww
Feferi Peixes: I.. I don't know. 38(
caligulasAquarium: *swwims in casual circles* are you an sol still red or wwhat fuckin evver
Feferi Peixes: Umm... I don't know. )(e's been kind of distant lately but t)(at mig)(t just be my imagination.
caligulasAquarium: you think your pushin him awway
Feferi Peixes: I never said t)(at, --Eridan..
caligulasAquarium: no i wwas just
caligulasAquarium: sorry
Feferi Peixes: ... It's okay... Just.. I t)(ink )(e misses Aradia is all.. S)(e was )(is first matesprit, I'm just some replacement. *s)(rugs*
caligulasAquarium: yeah i guess i could sea wwhy you wwould feel that*puts hand on shoulder* im shore itll wwork out for better or for wworse
Feferi Peixes: *looks up at you curiously* You're being awfully sweet, ---Eri. W)(y are you being so nice to me rig)(t now..?
caligulasAquarium: *drops hand* im just in a fuckin peculiarly good mood ok
Feferi Peixes: ---Eridan... *reac)(es for your )(and* T)(ank you...
Feferi Peixes: For everyfin.
caligulasAquarium: ivve hardly fuckin done anyfin for you
Feferi Peixes: But you don't )(ave to. You give me an amazing gift every time we )(ang out like t)(is.
caligulasAquarium: oh
caligulasAquarium: thanks fef
Feferi Peixes: )(ee)(ee)(ee.. You're welcome. 38)
caligulasAquarium: *swwims to the bottom*
Feferi Peixes: *follows you down to t)(e bottom*
Feferi Peixes: W)(y are we all t)(e way down )(ere, --Eridan?
caligulasAquarium: i dont knoww i figured it wwas just a fuckin place to go
Feferi Peixes: A)(? Okay t)(en. 38)
caligulasAquarium: is that it then
caligulasAquarium: only feelin flushed
Feferi Peixes: )(mmm?
caligulasAquarium: i mean do you feel fuckin black wwith anyone or havve a fuckin pale replacement or somefin
Feferi Peixes: No... I )(aven't filled any otter quadrant. W)(at atrout you? Any quadrants filled?
caligulasAquarium: just a enormous mess of complete emptiness
Feferi Peixes: )(ow come? I'm s)(ore t)(ere is a troll out t)(ere just waiting to fill a quadrant wit)( you. *slig)(t smile*
caligulasAquarium: guess if you focus too long on one thin you kind a cant see anythin else
Feferi Peixes: You sound sad now.. 38(
Feferi Peixes: I don't like you being so sad.. Is t)(ere anyfin I can do to kelp make you )(appy again?
caligulasAquarium: nothin your wwillin to do i bet
Feferi Peixes: O)(?
caligulasAquarium: shrug yeah
Feferi Peixes: Try me. 38P
caligulasAquarium: *swwims up a bit turnin awway from* just lets not talk about this anymore
Feferi Peixes: ... ---Eridan... *swims up be)(ind you and )(olds you close and tig)(t from be)(ind*
Feferi Peixes: I'm sorry if I've made you sad. It was never my intention.
Feferi Peixes: But okay, we can talk atrout w)(atever you want to.
caligulasAquarium: *closes his eyes an enjoys the tight embrace*
Feferi Peixes: *places a very lig)(t kiss against your neck before s)(e even reelizes s)(e's doin it*
caligulasAquarium: *turns around an givves fef a sudden hasty kiss*
Feferi Peixes: *gasps and just kinda swims t)(ere in s)(ock*
caligulasAquarium: *cradles her head in his hands* i find it hard to fuckin control myself
Feferi Peixes: C-control yourself..?
caligulasAquarium: i just do thins fef
caligulasAquarium: i do wwhat i wwant
Feferi Peixes: I know you do..
Feferi Peixes: I... W)(y did you kiss me t)(oug)(?
caligulasAquarium: i couldnt stop myself
Feferi Peixes: I... I sea..
caligulasAquarium: *puts one hand behind fefs neck an then goes in for another kiss*
Feferi Peixes: *waits for t)(e kiss t)(at seams to be coming*
caligulasAquarium: *kisses passionately grabbing her waist and pulling her closer to him*
Feferi Peixes: *kisses back tentatively, scared and confussed by the emotions he's making her feel*
caligulasAquarium: your bathinsuit is vvery fuckin nice*traces the outline of the bakini* did kan fuckin put it together for you
Feferi Peixes: *shivers* Y-yea)(... W)(o else would )(ave made t)(is for me? S)(e's t)(e most fas)(ionable troll t)(ere is..
caligulasAquarium: yes that is undeniably fuckin true*traces his hand down her sides*
Feferi Peixes: *bites her lip* W)(y )(ere..? W)(y now, --Eridan?
caligulasAquarium: wwhy fuckin not fef wwere underwwarer wwhere wwe belong and its heppenin noww cuz it just is
Feferi Peixes: Is t)(is just a way to )(urt Sollux, --Eri? I don't want to )(urt anyone. 38(
caligulasAquarium: no fef its not about THAT FUCKIN LOWWBLOOD okay its about howw i feel about you
Feferi Peixes: ---Eridan...
Feferi Peixes: *leans close and places a light, tentative kiss on his lips*
caligulasAquarium: *holds her in the embrace*
Feferi Peixes: *nuzzles and whispers* just don't )(urt me, --Eri.. Don't )(urt me..
caligulasAquarium: i wwouldnt imagine evver hurtin you
Feferi Peixes: *tries to shake the uncertainty from her mind*
caligulasAquarium: fef*brushes hair from her face* ivve gone my entire life lovvin you it wwould kill me if i evver hurt you
Feferi Peixes: I don't want to cause you any more pain t)(at it seems I already )(ave... You matter a lot to me, --Eri.
caligulasAquarium: i just mean a lot
caligulasAquarium: is that it then
Feferi Peixes: ---Eridan...
Feferi Peixes: You're asking me to pick between t)(e wiggler I was flus)(ed for and t)(e troll w)(o I'm wit)( now.. I'm so confused... 38(
caligulasAquarium: then let me help you decide its quite simple
Feferi Peixes: )(mm?
Feferi Peixes: )(ow will you do t)(at?
caligulasAquarium: *slides one hand dowwn fefs side an hooks a finger on the bakini strap wwhile his other hand holds her back and kisses her*
Feferi Peixes: *blus)(es and kisses )(im back, not feeling amyfin otter t)(an )(is lips on )(ers*
caligulasAquarium: *traps her legs with his and slips his hand under fef bikini*
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So me & Sol were )(aving a bit of a )(ard time and w)(ale, I reely don't know w)(at )(appened t)(at nig)(t. I just know I stopped talking to )(im for a w)(ile after t)(at )(appened. I was scared it would )(appen again and I just couldn't )(andle t)(e t)(oug)(t of )(urting my matesprit so... As you can sea from a previous post, Sollux and I are pretty muc)( all better... But a part of me still wonders if ---Eridan and I are... If we maybe could )(ave been more t)(an just t)(e moirails I tried to keep us as.. *sig)(* 38(
